idk wad to say to You . I jus feel , dhe feeling between us , is just going to DISAPPEAR , seriously . i dun bear to let you go . but i have to . i wanted to let you go cause , i dunwan to hurt you , and MYSELF . i dam freaking tired wif you . REALLY , loving you is really hard . tmr , will be our 2 mth . But, maybe it will be our last day to together . You say you will wait for me . but i think you won't . I know . D': you say you will only be with me . Craps ? idk . and i dun wish to know , aye ? Hais , whyes dose love have to be so , tiring and hurt ? Sebastian , i really do love you . But , you jus dun cherish it . i have given you chances , but you just don't ... You hong , nvmm . i have forgiven you . But ... nvmm . even i say wad nw , nth can chg wad i wan to do . Maybe breaking up with you will make us feel better ? Maybe we be friends more better dhen cpl . .......
P.S./ i really love youi alot , but you jus don't cherish it .